Life

Friends :D

2011-10-16T04:22:00.000-07:00

Charmanders are red, Squirtles are blue,
If you were a pokemon, I'd choose you.
Your smile is stronger than a Hyperbeam,
Like Jesse and James, We'd make the perfect team.
I'll stay by your side like Pikachu and Ash
and I'll love you more than a Level 80 Rapidash.
You're more legendary than a Zapados, Entei or Mew,
But out of all 450, I will choose you :D

Homesick

2011-09-21T03:13:00.000-07:00

oh god, it is the worst sickness you can ever get when you are studying overseas. it's worst than aids-.-. it doesn't really strike me often but when it gets to me, i broke down to my knee and just, sad i guess. typing this is so depressing, but is the only thing that comes to my mind, i guess i just need to release my stress somewhere. here will be a nice place since no one really check my blog :) so less people will know, whee.

K, they say an empty mind is a devil's workshop, and i totally agree on that. when i am not occupy by stuffs, out of a sudden, i will think of my home. the feeling is just, so tearing, especially when you think of the thing that you can do if you are not living at the stupid place far from home now. Like, i can take 1hour of shower at home and no one will complain, i can eat all the food in the fridge freely and without guilt, i can watch as many videos as i want, play online games until i am sick of it and so many other little things. Those little things can just tear you apart, they made the sleepless nights of yours, make your day a bad one(especially when homesick happens first thing in the morning) and most importantly, sometimes, you just have to swallow everything to yourself because you are not at your own home. friends are cool, but sometimes, they are not just a good listener when you really need them. i gave up on complaining already, need to get use of this feeling, keep myself occupy so that i won't have time to think of all these shits(sounded so stress-.-)

i miss everything back at Kuching, my hometown, it is not the biggest, the richest or whatever-est in the world but it definitely stored a lot of my childhood memories, it is the place where i grow up, i just can't help missing it. the land, the people, and the food.

going back on the 1st of december,70days left, i swear, i will do whatever i want there when i am done with New Zealand :)

Cheers,
Eric...

Holiday, and term 3 incoming =/

2011-07-23T04:10:00.001-07:00

Yes. Term 3 of my school is coming soon, that means, i am going home soon, cause theres only 4term a year, woo hoooooo.!!!!

went to a lot of cool places(literally cold places,lol) during the term 2 break or the so called holidays. went to skiing at mount hutt, build a snowman and then destroy it with no mercy, walk on ice river, throw snowball at someone's face , omg that felt so good,lols. unfortunately, i didnt do the snow angel because it so so damn cold that i don't even dare to lie on the ground and flip my limbs, watever it is to make a snow angel. anyway, it was a cool holiday :D enjoy sight seeing at the countryside of new zealand, eating ice cream under 0degreee. and capture a lot of picturesque view in my collection. ( i am lazy to post photos here so if you are keen, just go to my facebook and check out my album my life =) it was amazing, love the winter in new zealand, it is fun, awesome, and great =) but if i can spend all these moments with my friends and family in kuching, it will be perfect, although i know it is an impossible thingy but heh, still, miss you guys =') thanks for viewing my blog.(if u r still following :) )

my blog is dead

2011-06-15T01:20:00.001-07:00

Omg dead blog, whee =P .

Changed

2011-06-15T01:03:00.000-07:00

Changed, due to the people, the environment, and many more other factors. changed to another person, i am serious about it, maybe more independent, no more joking type of me and so on. Sounded so wrong =/ at least i grow up. yay. =)

l might changed to a diffrent person, but when i am with my friends, i am still the cheerful me. Oh my gosh, what am i typing. i am crazy, lunatic. whatever. i dont really care anyway. i just need to bear with it for one year and it will be gone :) home sickness, backstabber and all the sucky things will leave my life!!!! bwahahahahhahaha!

And sorry for not updating my blog for like almost a year. Omg =P

New world

2011-01-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

After err, 6months i guess. l am back, back to blogging and everything =D

l learnt a lot. Friendship, study.. etc

l am turning 18 and into a more mature being. Heh, i guess time do flies.

Graduated from secondary school, now l am heading towards a new land :) a bigger sky, full of challenges and obstacles.

18.1.2011 i will be leaving, aww, kinda sad about it, but i cant do anything, i gotta move on in my life, time wont stop for me, l cant be that relax anymore. l need to be prepared, physically and mentally. seriously =P

New Zealand, Year13 and high school life, be ready, i gonna pawn ya all =D

SPM T.T

2010-10-07T03:36:00.000-07:00

SPM and Lazy-ness had killed my blog.

l just don't understand

2010-03-19T01:38:00.000-07:00

l just don't understand some people.
They just have red eyes when they can't get something, sourgrape enough? fucker.
Then they will start to be 'batu api' sien, keep campur tangan in people's relationship.
Trying to make thing worse.

Just a little misunderstand,
Just a few words from him,
Wow,
great impact on me u idiot.

l just hope everything will be fine.

after that particular incident, gosh, u talk to me so coldy,
ngaite.. i really dunno how to help i tell u.
should i say sorry? i did said..
should i give up? wtf,no?

Maybe it's just a storm, it will passed, i trust.
And for that 'batu api',
Go die.
Can't get a life?
and btw, stop acting. i can see , pierce through your mask.

Thank you , for all the blissful moments =D

2010-01-28T02:00:00.000-08:00

To: The one who is reading this, and all my friends.

Don't doubt it, today is my birthday, if u haven wished me happy bday. You better do it now

NAY =D its ok if u dun wish me, l will just hate you.

Ok, serious.

To all my friends out there, l LOVE you from the bottom of my heart.

All of you, yea, l mean You!

Thanks for the present.

Thanks for the 'holy' moments.

Thanks for the simple but warm greetings.

Thanks for caring me.

Thanks for the memories that you have given to me.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

Thanks for everything you have done to me, either - or +

You all leave footprints in my life. l swear. l don't about the size of your footprints or anything connected to that. At least i know, when l am walking along the sunny and rainy days in my life.

Theres always be footprints, friends, shoulders, laughter, that accompany me in my journey of life.

l have long didnt Touch my blog.

l am really sorry about that.

School life is...do i have to use the word sucks -.-...zz

Every teacher is the same, before they go out from your classroom after his/her lesson, homeworks will be given, or else it will be like 'beh song' for them -.-

Pekas, calculus,MODEL ESSAYS(f that thing-.-), and many more.

what can i say is, l am really blessed.

To know you guys, is already my utmost pleasure =D

Friends like you guys, always touches my heart , l mean the real touch, deep down inside =D.

Thanks guys, it's the last year we will be together now. l swore! l will cherish every single moment with YOU YOU YOU YOU!!!!!!!! Who are reading or NOT reading this.

Cheeeeers~

Love,

Eric, Ai Lie!

2010

2009-12-31T08:31:00.001-08:00

for the holy moment =D
Happy new years all!
2010 GoGoGo

Life-hell or heaven

2009-12-15T08:38:00.000-08:00

it's raining now..
i felt something etched in my heart,
A bad feeling,
something wrong is going to happen in my life,
am i being pessimistic?
no, i saw it..with my naked eyes, eventhough it's just a few words..
It makes volume,
i certainly know what are going to happen, theres only two ways,
the good way, and the bad way.
Life can be harsh,yet sweet sometimes..
Anything can happen at the next second.
For example: my laptop might explode now and there goes bye bye for me
l dunno wherther l am strong enough to endure the pain when trouble falls upon me.
l am scared.
l am really scared.
Scared of the feeling, the impact that the things might bring to my life.
Who can say he/she is strong enough?
how strong is your 'strong enough' ?
Can your strength overcome your fear?
Or, you will be swallowed, into the darkness.

Sometime, l admit, l think too much, but hey, l am a human tot...not saint or something like that..
sometime, thinking too much is good, because, you can foresee or expect what are going to happen, you will be prepared for the impact, or be ready for the sudden change in your life...

For the time being,
l just hope that,
God can treat me kind....

Holiday!

2009-11-14T08:36:00.000-08:00

Woots, exams over and there comes Holiday, AGAIn... Lol
almost two month of that thingy,
l tink i going to be siao :D
dun mind ya?

my holiday this time is gonna be BIG!
because, l am going to KORea!...Lol
hope i wont kena H1N1 at there - -
if i do, i gonna spread them to all of you...lolo

l am goona be crazy,
this year 's end holiday will Rocks me off :D
But hell, next year is spm.. GAH!!!!!!!!

next year then worry bah XD

...

2009-09-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

Everything feels new when you haven try it,
Everything feels so exciting and inviting,
and we are so interested about it,
feel like wanna try it =D either with friends, or alone.

But after we have tried it.
The joy, or the excitement are not as fun as we expected.
In fact, we will find it boring, or take it as a load on our shoulders.
This is human, lol =x we always like to tryout new stuffs,
and we never care, or treasure what we have now.
We only regret when we lost..
And it's usually too late.
dou we tried,
but we can never acquire it again.
It might be a pain for life,
or just a bee sting which will be gone in a few days.

l dunno, maybe it's a life process, which must be experienced by each and everyone of us, my blog is so lame, right? =x

cheers, btw, LACHATA by f(x) rocks

l am Back (1)

2009-09-05T09:28:00.000-07:00

the big express.
ordered 2plate of kampua at a kopitiam, kapit dun have kolo mee. lol
Good Morning kapit
Building the new jetty
took this picture right after i stepped on kapit
small express boats+sampan
people coming out from the express boat, unloading and loading of goods.

this is the sampan, Lol, before that i need to clearify 1 thing, l took all the following picture by my handphone,2megapixels nia. to be continued

Bon Voyage

2009-08-22T09:21:00.000-07:00

Going to kapit alone.... lol...hope wont have accident, bye guys, enjoy your holiday ya ! ^^

My Holiday plan

2009-08-21T03:08:00.000-07:00

2weeks passed just like that.
How fast is time?
Time do flies, even you are not enjoying it...
After all the struggling , holiday finally came,
What am l going to do during this whole week of holiday?

My Original Holiday Plan
1. Sleep
2. Shopping
3. Hang out with friends
4. Watch movies
5. Eat
6. Play computer games
7. Play online games

But, a sudden call from my dad has changed everything.
l am going to UK!
my kampung, ulu kapit. lol
lt's been a while l left there,
the last time i visited kapit is at.. hmmm last year december, idk, forgot le.
so anyway, my holiday plan has changed.

My Holiday Plan
1. be in the sun, oh no.. gonna be dark again.
2. go fishing, aww, my old times XD
3. go swimming!
4. visiting , perhaps
5. help out in my mom shop, and get money O.o
6. and lastly, complete my moral laporan.

l will be leaving on this sunday. and l promise i will take some pictures when l am in Kapit. Tata.

Exam...again

2009-08-09T03:36:00.000-07:00

DAm....cant enjoy the 8/8 leo installation, T.T my dad came to the banquet too early, haiz...........
!!! l want the foootlose - - damn it. nvm. let bygone be bygone..Lol
but now, - - the examination....is just... 2 days ahead..... YEAH . l AM GOING TO BE A PIECE OF DEAD MEAt. Lol. hope i wont fail my addmaths again.. l shall work hard XD

Between, l just hope l can have some improvement in my weaker subject, may God bless me . Lol
To all the SMK SUNGAI MAONG students, Jiayou in facing the bloody exam.
l am gonna study now. XD bye! cheers~

Distance

2009-07-31T08:25:00.001-07:00

The distance between you and me are so far,
Eventhough we are so near to each other everyday.

l started to know new friends, who i have isolated them, for months, who i never realised their existence.
Trying to forget what we haven been through together,
l stand up, pick up the shattered peices,
and drag myself, in this process , the so called ,life.

l learnt so many things from you, after the incident of course.
l ever admire your verbal skill,how you can talk, so accurately and fluently. and now l hate it, though.
l ever treated you as True friend.
The friend who can make you laugh and cry at the same time.
l don't know how many ever l can write...

But it's all over.
There's no turning point.
The END........

Lol..

2009-07-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

l have no time to write posts. So i am writing my post at school. during the boring and useless lessons.. Lol. like moral. and sivik - -

There will be new post soon, l promise.
tata..

Tolerate

2009-07-21T06:18:00.001-07:00

and at last... you tolerate no more, you walked away.
what can i do?
i really don't know.
While l am walking toward the east, l give all my best wishes to you, who are walking toward the west.

Time

2009-07-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

it's the middle of the July already, and i am still in a half hanging situation . My study, my relationship, my everything -.- half hanging.......

SPM is approaching,
Exams are .....coming again.
Why the happy moments just passes so fast.
Why cant the sad moments just flash through? in a blink of eyes
Time do flies when you enjoy it.
Holidays just passes so fast .
School days are just like creeping.

Everything is half hanging because of my laziness -.-
When the hell i became so lazy,
i really don't know.
What i know is,if l continue this attitude , l will sure be a piece of dead meat when SPM comes.
Wake up Eric.... Lol..i hope it's not too late for me to realise ^^

MADE....

2009-07-05T05:55:00.000-07:00

Once...our friendhsip was wattles made, it is so weak, so fragile, so vulnerable,so breakable.
Time is the best teacher.
In time. WE learn together.
In time. WE fight together.
In time. WE slap together.
In time. WE cry together.
In time. WE laugh together.

and sometimes...
We quarrel..and hate each other..
during that time, both of our hearts were filled with hatred, and curses, perhaps.
We are like...enemies, strangers,animals....

Time passes...we, human beings, realised that we were wrong and learnt from our mistakes and sometimes. it's just too late for us to realise, hurtful things were done, harsh words has beed said, people's feelings were hurt.

What can we do?
To save this awful situation,
is 'sorry' useful?
l really don't know. Sometimes it is, sometimes, no.

BUT WHO CARES, -.- we still need to stand up from where we have fallen,and perhaps, let time heal our wounds, and move on in our life.

Months and years pass, we learnt to tolerate each other. We both understand that, people might get fucking mad sometime,people might get stressed out, and there goes, BOOOM BOO
POW. LOl. XD We still quarrel, it is a routine, but, we both know that, we will never ever give up each other till the very end.

But Now....Our friendship is made of priceless diamonds. it is hard, strong, and unbreakable...

Thanks To My True Friends, ACPJ , CLJM. you guys left footprints in my life. and yeah.u are still leaving itXD, now until, forever.

Cheers~

Sorry

2009-07-03T08:51:00.001-07:00

sorry for being such a LAZY **** for... weeks? XD jus get a bit too over by games sorry ya. Ok, gonna be active from now on. l promised.

yeah or boo?

2009-06-16T00:21:00.000-07:00

OMG... l PASSED MY sejarah , physics and moral.

l Failed my addmaths -.-...
what is this....lol
To be honest, l hate subject which have connection with maths. Like..maths, ADDMATHS - - and accountancies......
l JUST DUN LIKE FIGURES!!!!!!! they are not my forte - -
but l dun hate simple countings like 1+1=2, lol
Holidays had ended T.T
Now is the time for the unfinished mountain-like homework, corrections for the bloody exam..and all the uncomplete stuff and tasks - - life is busy again,just like last time, yeah?......or ......boo?

7th District Leo Forum

2009-06-08T09:50:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!!! The leo forum this year is fun-filled, as expected.
But....to be honest, the forum is fun, when we are in the room. Lol...

When i 1st know that l am going to sleep together with, adrian,kendrick, and yean song, my reaction was like, YEAH drian, Yean Song(ok...still can talk), kendrick....(wat the,lol....) Anyway, it turn out to be...a fun one ? l mean ,hey, i did enjoy the forum!

The 7th district forum was held in santubong resort this year. We went there by bus,
and, the bad thing is, our bus is really ' SAFE'....what can i say. before the bus depart, we heard beeping sound, and red light keep on shining in front of the driver's seat, l was like. damn, dun explode - -pleas, l am only 16.

The bloody beeping sound!

and, the bus was like so 'bo la' , when it is going up a hill,.......so scary and when we almost reached the santubong resort, this happened.the mirror behind of the bus fell off

PRO leh? luckily no one is hurted, except for the bus. when i got down from that bus, l saw oil, keep coming out from the bottom of the bus. Poor bus, hope it will be ok. XD

we check in, and go to our room, 9302, blok 9. The 1st thing kendrick did when we enter the room was , cable, tv, PS2. lol. and l was like, YEAH! game! SAVED!!!!!!! lol

being in the same room let me know them better, yean song is such a funny guy, anything he does, can drive me into laugther and craziness. lol.

one room is actually for 4 person only, but who cares, matthew, and maxdy join us. Lol. we fully used the hotel room space. Me and Drian sleep on the floor...and we regreted, lol...it was so cool. shivering,trembling, when the morning comes....damn you matthew, you dominate the soft bed =x!! and yean song too!!

Lian, min, and drian are the menbers of the security of the forum. actually l am also one of the secuity T.T but l hand in my passport sized photo late.!!!! Noooooooo! lol, but nvm, at keast i don't need to wake up in the middle of the night, walkng with a stick and a torchlight in hand. Lol. but the bad part is, l can't gain experience, in being a night security guard O.o

there are 2 dinner in this forum, simplicity and the banquet night.
Exmo did a superb performaces on the banquet night!
SG MAONG GOT 'face' le...lol~!

l am so lazy to type....duno why, maybe because of holidays, XD
TATA!!!!!!!! enoy ur holidyas!!!!! happy always!

HoliDAY!

2009-05-31T08:44:00.001-07:00

OMG! Holiday! 2 weeks of that =x l swear l gotta get myself during blew up during these 14 days. woo hoo!

Finally, l can online again!
Finally, l can touch my wife(computer la, you yellow minded people=x) again XD
Finally, l can get rid of those school works.
AND
Finally, l can enjoy my life without caring about those BLOODY
exam.

do you guys notice that our exam was actually 2 weeks comparing to last year. which is only 1 week?....Damn

By the way, l am sorry for not posting anything for quite a long time....
the reasons are ....or u can say... the excuses are ..=x
1. l am lazy
2. l dun have time. damn it
3. l was studying?
4. l can only online during weekends.(as i said before)
5.l 've got no idea on what to post, unlike lianXD....

HOLIDAYS are meant to be there for something, right? so hmm...yeah so these are wad l am going and MUST do in these 14 days.

1. Online till midnight everyday
2. don't care about my body weight just eat along =x
3. go for movies, Movies, MOVIESSSSS!
4. get enough sleep
5. go swimming (lalala, one of my friend dunno how to swim, surprise eh, 16 liaw woi..=x)
6. Animes
7. GAMES
8. shopping O.o
9. karaoke!
10. DO WHATEVER l WANT TO DO, BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

Note that l will NEVER GONA DO THOSE **** HOMEWORKS THAT TEACHER GAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and get tonnes of demerits after the 14 heaven's days -.-

Lastly, to whoever who always view my blog, sorry for the late post and l hope you all enjoy your holidays. ( dun be stressed by those homeworks ok?, be carefree, and enjoy your life. Life is not all about education though, but without education, you don't have a life. Lol, paradox sia O.o so you must balance it well ma =x)

As l said before, holidays are meant to be there, so, what are you waiting for?

Get loose!
Get groove!
Get FUN!
Get CRAZY!

AND

stay cool~!

cheers~

Exam

2009-05-24T03:56:00.000-07:00

great.. l hate sejarah.
Busy due to the bloody exam.
Be right back.(maybe u guys dun even care, lol)
l promise XD

Style

2009-05-17T05:20:00.000-07:00

yes....i got nothing else to write until ....the image of dylon suddenly appear in my mind. Do you guys know that Dylon can sleep for 24/7? Lol XD.

Everyone got their own different, unique, style, agree? And yea... they are cool with it ! XD

Lian: mahai, u say that again..i swear l will ..*****as if you never exist on this earth!( black society de LAO DA!)

Dylon(boy version of lian, lol): lim peh say this then is this...../ lim peh is lo shi kia and pelajar sopan sure i will get de (this guy have many religion....trust me, his prayer comes with Ya allah, amitofu and amen -,-)
Kim: ....no comment ( WU LIAW)
David: (always act cool cool de ,especially infront of gals..but total paradox infront of boys O.o lol) ..and.yea..bad words..like your mother la you. ******... (daredevil)
Janan: cheap...fuck you.... (computer expert)
Ronald: .............(dots) ( artist )
Adrian: cheap la you.. (funny?)
Samuel: may god bless you...mahai ( annoying joker...)
Ewen: Jesus love you..(always very serious d ewen O.o )
i cant write everyone's style eh.....but i will try XD

Jiamin= ( wisdom,optimistic,cute,chubby,kind)
TKK = ( try control your temper aaa khong XD)
Clement= ( fun)
Albert = ( KIDS O.o )
Matthew = ( PRO gamer, serious, and sometimes, fun)
Kohkhai = ( dancer )
Fiona = ( helpful, caring and kind )
Chai yin = ( she almost can scared by anyhting..lol)
Jess = ( likes to sleep O.o and tai tai de O.o)
Valerie = ( model)
Mark = (football)
Jing Dee = (outgoing)
Helena = ( caring,thoughful)
Hui Qi = ( straight forward)
Christina = (...the mistaker..lol)
Yi ning = (quiet)
Julie = ( GENIUS!)
Siaw Ling = (fun and out going)
Ing thin = ( kind )
Michelle = ( i love her wide smile)
Jane = (cute)
Eric Jee = ( ACTIVE!)
Ji Hui = ( quiet, a really nice friend)
Lee Hui Looong= ( he is 'CLEAn" XD)
Patrick Chai = (caring, helpful, kind)
Yuk Teng =( quiet, and clver)
Juliana = ( 'cute', and... +-x= she is - )
AND

ME = ( Fill in the blank ) XD

HEy! l hope i don't miss anyone! XD Sorry for the vulgarities, negative comment, and wrong interpration. ^^
Between, l think l will a piece of dead meat after i post this thing.
May God Bless me, R.I.P XD!

Forgive me, Please =x l am only sixteen T.T
Everyone got their own different, unique, style, agree? And yea... they are cool with it ! XD
Stay Cool~
-cheers-

ldea

2009-05-16T20:02:00.001-07:00

Yes....l am running out of idea....plus...exam is just next week, and guess what, l haven start my revision yet..... bwahaha -.- and hell... l am still laughing ?<<<<<........

eh Guys, should l just write diary... like krix do... OR l should continue to post like my old ways...any idea or comments ? Pls O.o

MENTALITY

2009-05-09T10:59:00.001-07:00

MENTALITY.....means whatever the hell is in your mind ^^.. your opinion, your thoughts .. everything
l remembered val's party that night.
l heard something(lol).
It sounds like this, X: ngaite..see la.. now sc 1 and sc2 separate sitting...no share secrets le. they still say 3A spirit won't break, l pui. O.o something like this...

OH PLEASE!

It's all about your mentality....
if you didn't think like that..... you won't have the images in your mind, you won't have the perception. .. you won't have the hard feelings..you won't have the hatred..

Time flies (even though you don't enjoy it) , time wait for no man, no one.
Time passed, environment changed, people(around you) changed, You? how about you?

Sometimes...we changed. but we don't know.........we don't realise it.
Sometimes...the 'changed' us hurt peoples..but we don't know..and we just move on like that..and yea...a gooodbye to your friendship with someone9who the hell i duno XD)..

back to the topic...

NOTE THAT, Friends Or True friends do share things, BUT NOT EVERYTHING. For example, impossible one day i go tell lian : oi lian, l am gay a -.- ( i love broken english XD)*note that this is just a demo, i use lian cuz i know lian sure won't angry de O.o .

Sometimes, as a human, which is not perfect, don't expect too much from your friend.(l don't mean that every friend cannot be trust, real true friend do exist, there do are certain peoples in our life that we can count on. for example,

As a conclusion, we shall think, and don't think at the right time.
Don't waste time on those..USELESS,POINTLESS,****off friends.
We shall use the time to treasure the people who is close, dear and near to our heart. The people who will lend us a helping hand when we are in hot soup. The people who will catches us when we falls.

As a saying that goes " never take someone for granted, hold every person/friends close to your heart,because you might wake up one day and realise that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones....( if duno the meaning l will explain it .just leave a comment)

-Cheers

Weekends..

2009-05-08T05:45:00.000-07:00

Note that l won't be so active in blogging nowadays... because i can only online at weekends.....
The reason is...none other than parent.....zzz so maybe 1 or 2 or NONE post a week XD
So sorry ya O.o.......lian bad....XD

Looking back at Leo White Elephant Sale

2009-05-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

l wonder why Lilian is so pro -.- so rajin blogging sia. almost everyday got post de. today is white elephant sale.. then she straight away have new post liaw O.o unlike me, l am so damn lazy to blog nowadays -.- my brain juice was used up ...l guess.... no idea... tottaly...

ANYWAY,( lol finally know how to use colour words le XP)

....l didn't go for the preparation. the reason is simple, l am lazy....MUAHAHA( l can imagine how l will die when ewen see this. Lol) l am so lazy to do the arranging , pricing,.....etc job... lol

this morning(the actual day)... l wake up at 5.35 -.-(so DAMN EARLY, agree ? XD duno why they set the time so early in the morning..) and my handphone snoozed like... hmm... 9 times?lol then l follow one of my friend car to the school for the mentally handicapped for our school white elephant sales. Leo Club of SMk SUNGAI MAONG OWNED 2 booth at the sales. 1 for the white elephant sale, and the other 1 for the old books, and magazines. l insisted to stay at the book stall because l want to examine(lol?) people. l wanna see what kind of people will buy books, and what kind of people will buy magazine, and what kind of people won't buy books.... LOL?

And yeah ^^ there are many types of people. Some people(avid reader) can look for books for 30minutes.++ and buy tonnes of books, novels and magazines.... some people will just took a glance, flip through a few pages and walk away, where as some people will just pretend or act that they are good at reading.. and keep buying books (maybe l am wrong, but who cares, as long as our club earn $ can liaw XD)

This year our club earn exactly RM798.. a bit lousier than the previous year, last year, our club earn like RM1000++ but money is not important. Right?

The most important thing is our heart. A sincere heart, a heart that will helps without complains, a heart that will helps without expecting any return. A heart that is willing and ready to help all the unfortunate at anytime, anywhere...

12.51Am

Hurting Words

2009-04-30T12:11:00.001-07:00

l am not god, l am human, i got feelings........

CORRECTIONs!

We are not God, WE are human, WE got feelings..............

Whenever we do something. Do we think of the consequences?
Whenever we barked out a word or a scolding, Do we concern or think about other people's feelings?

Most people don't, including me. But this does not mean that everyone has a bad mouth. Some people do think before they speak. Some people talk with confident, and impress others with their words. Some people just talk crap, they are only as great as their word. (For example, S: l will get straight A's in my PMR,IF GOT GOD BLESS) (PLEASE LA IF GOT GOD BLESS SURE GET 8A la) after all, that particular guy didn't get straight A's for his pmr. 3A de ppl some more XP)

Be the one who impresses others, and always think before you say something. think of the consequences and the impact. think for yourself. what will other people think of you, when they see you.. scolding.. or just saying something bad, like swearing -.-

don't forget to care about other people's feelings. imagine yourself as the person you are scolding or being scolded. As a conclusion, SHUT UP AND TALK AT THE RIGHT TIME. or else... you might get yourself into many troubles.

Lastly, may l take this opportunity to make an apology? (l am so sorry for those hurting words that l had said or the bad things that l have done) May you please forgive me?

*l don't think this is a good post... 3 Am now...zzzz

* btw, kim say my post are like essays -.-. so is this one short enought? XD

Is it worth it to let go...?

2009-04-28T10:19:00.001-07:00

"is it worth it to let go? or we should just keep silent and get hurt?"

that is once my msn personal message.

The meaning of the message is that.. (hard to explain eh -.- Anyway, i will try my best... to convert my mind 'words' into words O.o) for example, a true friend of yours can suddenly changed. and become a stranger of yours due to the enviroment changes and the circumstances that particular friend had gone through.

The particular friend has changed. To someone that you don't know. You are sick of his attitude towards everything , on the urge of giving up, a sound , somewhere in your mind ask you that, is it worth it to give up on this friend? is it worth it to let go? Or.... we should just keep silent, get hurted , and accept every single thing?

l once was troubled, confused and stunned by this simple question.
But now, l got the answer from the bottom of my heart, that is, when the time comes ,Be strong, and let go. but before giving up a friend. you must TRY to save this friendship 1st(of course). if after you have tried. and all your trying is just all in vain....that means..it's the time to make the decision.

Hey, l know it's killing pain when you let go a friendship. l had once experienced it.The world which is revolving around you seems like falling down, everything seems like falling apart. As the saying that goes ' time is the best doctor', let time heal your wounds .

During times, the memories and the laughter that you have gone through with that particular friend might remind you of that friend, and you might be sad for the whole day. but after a few times of being sad, you will find out that, the somber will be less, the bitter taste will be less, and finally, you are numb to the pains. ( WTF, AM l TYPING THIS??? -.- IT'S 12.42AM now. my mind went haywire -.-)

Lastly, my advice is, people do change, and that is the thing that you can't control. You can't force that person to change to the 'mode' you want. that will only make things worse. You might get into a quarrel.. and many more. when people changes, it's time for we to backoff.

There's no stains on the page of tomorrow, let yesterday be a lesson, live today to the fullest, and always always, look forward to EVERY tomorrow with hope,love and care. Good luck to all my friends, all the best for you XD.

Cheers!

*Note* l am crazy -.- don't choy me. =P

Leo Club 15th anniversary dinner 2009! is A SUCCESS

2009-04-26T06:04:00.001-07:00

Yes! YEs! YES! XD the leo club 15th anniversary is a success. as you all know from the older post. l am the vice OC for this year's dinner. l was like so stressed. so fucking stressed.

l am afraid l won't do this thing well.
l am afraid l will get lectured.
l am afraid this dinner will turn into a piece of shit because of me.

But, MIRACLEs do happen. Lol. This year's dinner turn out to be a success one. Everyone enjoyed the dinner. Yeah, l mean EVERYONE XD.

The dinner started late that night. Because most Chinese have the habit of being late -.- Due to the late ' chinese' (XD) . the dinner started at approxiamately 7 . which is 1 hour later than the actual scheldule. Yes.. and we can't rely on our original timetable anymore. We must follow the emcee now. and the Coordinator(me) of course XD.

The night started with the fascinating welcoming dance which was performed by the Extreme Momentum Crew(EXMO). Koh khai is the leader of the group. and the performances are Perfect, as expected. Then the slideshow... dinner commecmance. bla bla bla. until the second dancing perfomances. The SHUFFLE by the Extreme Hard Dance (EHD). The only word that l can use to describle their dancing skill is, wow, l love the part where they have the thousand hand thing -.- + popping+electric( i guess) .

Then, our dinner climax is at the group singing part( You Raised Me Up), our main aim is to make madam Jong cry O.o, and yeah, we did it. Lol? During rehearsal, our 'You raised me up' is like... hell.. sucks...sze try to lip singing -.- dylon try to show faces+fingers .. and many more. But when the real time come, eh, they all do their part well.

FOOTLOSE! O.o at first, everyone is like... so shy to join in the dance floor. only a few people are dancing. then. the '3A of 2008" , start to join in.. after that, we try to do the 'train dance' to get everyone involved. At last everyone enjoyed themselves in the footlose(hopefully).

The clock struck 10, the banquet is closing soon. there then, leos started to go home. and the leftover '3A' start to take photos and do all the funny things O.o , for example, kacau dylon, kacau lian and many more. XD

As a conclusion, the dinner is a success. i would like to take this oppurtunity to thank every single commitee of the dinner, including the performers.! thank you for making this year's dinner a success one. Lastly, i believe, this year dinner will forever etched in all our hearts. It's a night of UNITY!. As a saying that goes ' united we stand, divided we fall.'

Let's Unite. Let's keep this together.
Friendship Forever,
3A spirit Forever ^^
*Cheers*

On The Wings Of The Butterfly

2009-04-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

Your friendship is special,
Like the flower that bloom,
Or when a butterfly emerges,
From within its cocoon...

You remind me of that butterfly,
Loving and free,
Bright and colourful,
For the world to see...

We will share sunshine and rainbows;
Sometimes, the rain and the snow;
We'll stand together through it,
While the cold winds blow...

When the time is right,
We won't stop to ask "Why?"
Our friendship will take flight,
Up in the sky,
On the wings of a butterfly...

*this poem is dedicated to all my true friends, i am sorry if i hurted anyone, sometimes, i just don't know when is the right time to shut up. *

Leo Club 15th anniversary dinner

2009-04-22T02:42:00.000-07:00

The Leo club's anniversary dinner is approaching. it's just around the corner and hell ya, i am the vice OC for this year dinner-.- l just hope everything will be smooth on that friday night. Adrian and Carmen are the MC for the dinner. i wish all the best for them, as this is the first time they take on the MC job. Fiona is the Oc, khai and his team are the main perfomers on that night(EXMO) and, nevertheless, EHD, they are the climax, their perfomances will bring the dinner to an end.

Anyway, on tuesday, when i see khai rehearsing his dancing move in the heliconia hall, i was completely stunned. he is good. tottaly good. every move of his matches the beats & bases
of the music. err, for the EHD, they are famous, aren't they? meaning they are good la O.o so no worries for the entertaintment part.
besides, they are also some singing performances on that night. don't miss fiona and khai 's voice.

As i said before, l am the vice oc and the coordinator for this dinner. l must makesure everything is in the state of PERFECt. no flaws!

* if this year dinner is a piece of shit, don't put all the blame on me a ..>.< i am still a newbie...AND, lastly, i hope i won't get "fried" by.. ahem (Madam *****), but i know that. it's impossible,. right? krix. =P

Regrets

2009-04-21T01:33:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i talk without thinking
sometimes, i hear without interest and just responded coldy.

As a saying that goes, 'don't take every friend for granted, one day, you might realized that you have lost a diamond while you are too busy collecting stones. ' words that are once said, cannot be recall anymore. there's no turning back.

sometimes, you just can't travel back to time to re-do something or avoid the mistakes that you have made.

" l Am Sorry"

sometimes, a sorry just can't get a forgiveness.
sometimes, it's just too late.

When the time comes, you must learn to be strong enough to let go. hold on in your life, and continue your life journey.

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My First Post

2009-04-20T23:58:00.000-07:00

This is my first post. These are some of the reasons why i start blogging

*to improve my english
*to fill up my free time
*got nothing better to do
*express my feelings (through blogging? lol)
*sick of playing games

anyway, my english sucks, so... don't expect good post from me O.o and there goes my 1st post....