it's raining now..
i felt something etched in my heart,
A bad feeling,
something wrong is going to happen in my life,
am i being pessimistic?
no, i saw it..with my naked eyes, eventhough it's just a few words..
It makes volume,
i certainly know what are going to happen, theres only two ways,
the good way, and the bad way.
Life can be harsh,yet sweet sometimes..
Anything can happen at the next second.
For example: my laptop might explode now and there goes bye bye for me
l dunno wherther l am strong enough to endure the pain when trouble falls upon me.
l am scared.
l am really scared.
Scared of the feeling, the impact that the things might bring to my life.
Who can say he/she is strong enough?
how strong is your 'strong enough' ?
Can your strength overcome your fear?
Or, you will be swallowed, into the darkness.
Sometime, l admit, l think too much, but hey, l am a human tot...not saint or something like that..
sometime, thinking too much is good, because, you can foresee or expect what are going to happen, you will be prepared for the impact, or be ready for the sudden change in your life...
For the time being,
l just hope that,
God can treat me kind....
