Exam :)

Currently located in the level 0 of University of Auckland student commons where there are computers around me. It's 11.25pm here, most people had went home because this place closes at like 12 :)

it's the two weeks of exam here :) currently i am studying, more like cramming for my last test tomorrow. Sociology 100. Haha, 150 multichoice question , i really need my luck tomorrow. i gotta wear all the red things i have tomorrow just to give my luck a little boost because i am pretty sure i will just answer some of the questions by pure guessing.

Blogs. haven't been updating in so long, just wondering whether there are still people reading it or not. Anyway, i will just keep on writing at random times just to keep this blog as one of the memory capsule of my life ^__^ Definitely will come back and look at it in the futute.

To whoever that are reading this, i hope life is treating you well. If it is not, don't give up, i know it's easier to be said than done but think about it, there's no point in giving up, you just gonna lost something after you gave up. This mentality helped me when i was studying for my Japanese earlier this semester. Studying a whole new language from scratch is definitely not an easy task. You need to remember the handwriting of the language, grammar, vocabulary and etc. l got through it , somehow :) so don't give up ! 頑張って

Anyway, l should go back and study for my test tomorrow. Good luck everyone :)

Singing off,
Eric.

And , the Glee Concert :)

I got one of the solo part in the Glee OE concert XD

isn't that exciting :P!

Here's a pict of me XD

XD , and i realised i dont have a picture of me on this blog O.o how weird :P

and this is one of the group hug photo XD

Have an awesome day guys :)

LAzy

I have been so lazy to post something on my blog recently>.< it's october, that means the year is going to be over soon :) and that means finals and exams are coming to haunt us T.T having my first final on 29 of oct, which is like 17 days from today @.@ it's just around the corner already. Ah i hate exams, they make you so stress, and you just eat junk foods non-stop during exam period. however, it depends on the person, one of my friend who is cooking for himself just eat simple food during his exam period, ahahaah. this post is probably one the most unofficial one i ever written =.= i just type whatever that comes to my mind right now( and trying to make the post longer :P ) like seriously. For anyone that is new :D i am from MALAYSIA,  hopefully you all know where is Malaysia XD, but i am currently studying in University of Auckland, so yeah, i am in Auckland right now :DDDDD the biggest city in new zealand.( not really big after you have been staying here for like 8 months , meh, i think this phenomena apply to all the other city that is new to you. You will slowly get used to and adapt to the environment of the place that you are currently in :) Ok, i should go now and do some study >.< , so i will just put a random picture to make this post more interesting >.< and oh, hope the world won't end in 2012 :)

Cheers to whoever who are still reading my blogs :D

Eric.

Procrastiantion. GG.

Exam and Procrastination.

Blogging right now, and yes, it is part of my procrastination. Its a saturday today, and i have an exam on monday. i am a pretty last minute person u see( i bet everyone is,uggh) . woke up this morning, a sudden realisation hit me, if i don't study today, i will be so screwed by the monday test, so i walked for 15minutes, go to the shortloan library(this is a library which you can only borrow a text book for 2horus and then you will need to return it in 2hours(or else you will get fine) becasue textbook is freaking expensive and you dont read all the pages even if you buy it. Trust me, i've been there, i bought one of my textbook for 130dolalrs in semester 1 and yes, i only read probably not even more than half of the book and boom, there goes the money.) and borrow the textbook for my course. It's been good so fat, i did half of my readings and i sort of understand what is going on. it's just the random procrastination that is killing me.

Procrastiantion

1. Facebook, this social networking website is like drug -.- you will need to check it every half an hour or even worst, sometimes, every 5mins to know what is going on or you will just, die, literally, die :O

2. Apps, the apps on my phone is just, tempting. Normally it goes like this, ( ok, i will stop playing my phone and study when i collected 3000 coins i this game. <<<THAT PROMISE NEVER HAPPENS..  It's just sad how i have so low level of self discipline -.-

3. Food. This is the most horrible type of procrastination because it let you gain weight. Reading a paragraph of assigned reading. ( 3/4 of the time, i will think of food half way reading it.) what makes it worst is that in the Mcdonalds in Auckland, they are currently having the loose change menu, u can get apple pie for a dollar, let me repeat, A DOLLAR! and so many other heap stuffs, will psot a picture of it and you guys will know how hard it is to resist the temptation of buying foood.z

how can you resist the offer.zzz

That's about it. Yay, took like 20minutes to write this post, yesh, procrastination in progress, guess i should close my laptop and go to continue my reading @.@ . 

Thanks for reading my blog :) <3 p="p">

oh and, there's probably a lot of typo in this post because i just write this post in one go. XD

New Life, Auckland, New Zealand

 

I am officially a University student now, AWWWWWWW YEAHHHHH XD.
Recent update about Eric >:)
19 years old
Boy
a student in university of Auckland
Studying double major in psychology and biology( it's not that hard, seriously, people always say ' whoa u doing double major, smart-ass. ' and i am always like '...' )
nothing much really, just a normal student who try to finish assignments a day before the due date.
a guy who study at the eleventh hour and manage to not fail and sometimes, i mean it, sometimes, get a pretty decent result :)
Moving from Christchurch to Auckland is a big leap for me. Christchurch is a smaller city and everything is so cheap back then.
Auckland, the biggest city in New Zealand is actually not as what i expected.
Before coming to Auckland, i was sort of scared.
Factors:
I will have zero friend as it's my first year in this city
Is a Big city, Money matters :(
I was kinda attached to my last homestay(in christchurch) , so leaving them is not easy :( t

So that is all from me :), thank you for the people who are still reading this blog, seriously, <3 :DDDD
and yes, this blog had became part of my life memory book, it is a place where i dropped down my feelings into words when i am sad or when i am extremly happy.

All the best to whoever who are reading this and i wish u good luck in whatever you are doing. :)
and lastly, never give up. Sometimes, we just need to try harder.
One of my friend tell me, ' if you fail in something, it does not mean you have to give up on it, it means you should try harder'
Cheers,
Eric.

Friends :D

Charmanders are red, Squirtles are blue,
If you were a pokemon, I'd choose you.
Your smile is stronger than a Hyperbeam,
Like Jesse and James, We'd make the perfect team.
I'll stay by your side like Pikachu and Ash
and I'll love you more than a Level 80 Rapidash.
You're more legendary than a Zapados, Entei or Mew,
But out of all 450, I will choose you :D

Homesick

oh god, it is the worst sickness you can ever get when you are studying overseas. it's worst than aids-.-. it doesn't really strike me often but when it gets to me, i broke down to my knee and just, sad i guess. typing this is so depressing, but is the only thing that comes to my mind, i guess i just need to release my stress somewhere. here will be a nice place since no one really check my blog :) so less people will know, whee.

K, they say an empty mind is a devil's workshop, and i totally agree on that. when i am not occupy by stuffs, out of a sudden, i will think of my home. the feeling is just, so tearing, especially when you think of the thing that you can do if you are not living at the stupid place far from home now. Like, i can take 1hour of shower at home and no one will complain, i can eat all the food in the fridge freely and without guilt, i can watch as many videos as i want, play online games until i am sick of it and so many other little things. Those little things can just tear you apart, they made the sleepless nights of yours, make your day a bad one(especially when homesick happens first thing in the morning) and most importantly, sometimes, you just have to swallow everything to yourself because you are not at your own home. friends are cool, but sometimes, they are not just a good listener when you really need them. i gave up on complaining already, need to get use of this feeling, keep myself occupy so that i won't have time to think of all these shits(sounded so stress-.-)

i miss everything back at Kuching, my hometown, it is not the biggest, the richest or whatever-est in the world but it definitely stored a lot of my childhood memories, it is the place where i grow up, i just can't help missing it. the land, the people, and the food.

going back on the 1st of december,70days left, i swear, i will do whatever i want there when i am done with New Zealand :)

Cheers,
Eric...

Holiday, and term 3 incoming =/

Yes. Term 3 of my school is coming soon, that means, i am going home soon, cause theres only 4term a year, woo hoooooo.!!!!

went to a lot of cool places(literally cold places,lol) during the term 2 break or the so called holidays. went to skiing at mount hutt, build a snowman and then destroy it with no mercy, walk on ice river, throw snowball at someone's face , omg that felt so good,lols. unfortunately, i didnt do the snow angel because it so so damn cold that i don't even dare to lie on the ground and flip my limbs, watever it is to make a snow angel. anyway, it was a cool holiday :D enjoy sight seeing at the countryside of new zealand, eating ice cream under 0degreee. and capture a lot of picturesque view in my collection. ( i am lazy to post photos here so if you are keen, just go to my facebook and check out my album my life =) it was amazing, love the winter in new zealand, it is fun, awesome, and great =) but if i can spend all these moments with my friends and family in kuching, it will be perfect, although i know it is an impossible thingy but heh, still, miss you guys =') thanks for viewing my blog.(if u r still following :) )

my blog is dead

Omg dead blog, whee =P .

Changed

Changed, due to the people, the environment, and many more other factors. changed to another person, i am serious about it, maybe more independent, no more joking type of me and so on. Sounded so wrong =/ at least i grow up. yay. =)

l might changed to a diffrent person, but when i am with my friends, i am still the cheerful me. Oh my gosh, what am i typing. i am crazy, lunatic. whatever. i dont really care anyway. i just need to bear with it for one year and it will be gone :) home sickness, backstabber and all the sucky things will leave my life!!!! bwahahahahhahaha!

And sorry for not updating my blog for like almost a year. Omg =P

New world

After err, 6months i guess. l am back, back to blogging and everything =D

l learnt a lot. Friendship, study.. etc

l am turning 18 and into a more mature being. Heh, i guess time do flies.

Graduated from secondary school, now l am heading towards a new land :) a bigger sky, full of challenges and obstacles.

18.1.2011 i will be leaving, aww, kinda sad about it, but i cant do anything, i gotta move on in my life, time wont stop for me, l cant be that relax anymore. l need to be prepared, physically and mentally. seriously =P

New Zealand, Year13 and high school life, be ready, i gonna pawn ya all =D

SPM T.T

SPM and Lazy-ness had killed my blog.

l just don't understand

l just don't understand some people.
They just have red eyes when they can't get something, sourgrape enough? fucker.
Then they will start to be 'batu api' sien, keep campur tangan in people's relationship.
Trying to make thing worse.

Just a little misunderstand,
Just a few words from him,
Wow,
great impact on me u idiot.

l just hope everything will be fine.

after that particular incident, gosh, u talk to me so coldy,
ngaite.. i really dunno how to help i tell u.
should i say sorry? i did said..
should i give up? wtf,no?

Maybe it's just a storm, it will passed, i trust.
And for that 'batu api',
Go die.
Can't get a life?
and btw, stop acting. i can see , pierce through your mask.

Thank you , for all the blissful moments =D

To: The one who is reading this, and all my friends.

Don't doubt it, today is my birthday, if u haven wished me happy bday. You better do it now

NAY =D its ok if u dun wish me, l will just hate you.

Ok, serious.

'

To all my friends out there, l LOVE you from the bottom of my heart.

All of you, yea, l mean You!

'

Thanks for the present.

Thanks for the 'holy' moments.

Thanks for the simple but warm greetings.

Thanks for caring me.

Thanks for the memories that you have given to me.

'

LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

'

Thanks for everything you have done to me, either - or +

You all leave footprints in my life. l swear. l don't about the size of your footprints or anything connected to that. At least i know, when l am walking along the sunny and rainy days in my life.

Theres always be footprints, friends, shoulders, laughter, that accompany me in my journey of life.

'

l have long didnt Touch my blog.

l am really sorry about that.

School life is...do i have to use the word sucks -.-...zz

Every teacher is the same, before they go out from your classroom after his/her lesson, homeworks will be given, or else it will be like 'beh song' for them -.-

Pekas, calculus,MODEL ESSAYS(f that thing-.-), and many more.

what can i say is, l am really blessed.

'

To know you guys, is already my utmost pleasure =D

Friends like you guys, always touches my heart , l mean the real touch, deep down inside =D.

Thanks guys, it's the last year we will be together now. l swore! l will cherish every single moment with YOU YOU YOU YOU!!!!!!!! Who are reading or NOT reading this.

'

Cheeeeers~

'

Love,

Eric, Ai Lie!

2010

for the holy moment =D
Happy new years all!
2010 GoGoGo

Life-hell or heaven

it's raining now..
i felt something etched in my heart,
A bad feeling,
something wrong is going to happen in my life,
am i being pessimistic?
no, i saw it..with my naked eyes, eventhough it's just a few words..
It makes volume,
i certainly know what are going to happen, theres only two ways,
the good way, and the bad way.
Life can be harsh,yet sweet sometimes..
Anything can happen at the next second.
For example: my laptop might explode now and there goes bye bye for me
l dunno wherther l am strong enough to endure the pain when trouble falls upon me.
l am scared.
l am really scared.
Scared of the feeling, the impact that the things might bring to my life.
Who can say he/she is strong enough?
how strong is your 'strong enough' ?
Can your strength overcome your fear?
Or, you will be swallowed, into the darkness.

Sometime, l admit, l think too much, but hey, l am a human tot...not saint or something like that..
sometime, thinking too much is good, because, you can foresee or expect what are going to happen, you will be prepared for the impact, or be ready for the sudden change in your life...

For the time being,
l just hope that,
God can treat me kind....

Holiday!

Woots, exams over and there comes Holiday, AGAIn... Lol
almost two month of that thingy,
l tink i going to be siao :D
dun mind ya?

my holiday this time is gonna be BIG!
because, l am going to KORea!...Lol
hope i wont kena H1N1 at there - -
if i do, i gonna spread them to all of you...lolo

l am goona be crazy,
this year 's end holiday will Rocks me off :D
But hell, next year is spm.. GAH!!!!!!!!

next year then worry bah XD

...

Everything feels new when you haven try it,
Everything feels so exciting and inviting,
and we are so interested about it,
feel like wanna try it =D either with friends, or alone.

But after we have tried it.
The joy, or the excitement are not as fun as we expected.
In fact, we will find it boring, or take it as a load on our shoulders.
This is human, lol =x we always like to tryout new stuffs,
and we never care, or treasure what we have now.
We only regret when we lost..
And it's usually too late.
dou we tried,
but we can never acquire it again.
It might be a pain for life,
or just a bee sting which will be gone in a few days.

l dunno, maybe it's a life process, which must be experienced by each and everyone of us, my blog is so lame, right? =x

cheers, btw, LACHATA by f(x) rocks

l am Back (1)

the big express.
ordered 2plate of kampua at a kopitiam, kapit dun have kolo mee. lol
Good Morning kapit
Building the new jetty
took this picture right after i stepped on kapit
small express boats+sampan
people coming out from the express boat, unloading and loading of goods.



this is the sampan, Lol, before that i need to clearify 1 thing, l took all the following picture by my handphone,2megapixels nia. to be continued

Bon Voyage

Going to kapit alone.... lol...hope wont have accident, bye guys, enjoy your holiday ya ! ^^